I remember that one Saturday
we laid in my bed for hours
taking turns reading each other
poems we found in the
piles and piles of books we
had left on my night stand
from nights
and nights
before.
From Bukowski to Dickinson
Shakespeare to Silverstein.
Milton to our own.
It started because we woke
up ate breakfast and wandered
back to my room because
I said I wanted to organize it, but
you jumped on my bed and said
“read me something
romantic”
So I reached for the first book
I could find and
Bam, Bukowski.
“Girls in Pantyhose” about a
dirty old man checking out
13 year old girls.
You gently slapped me
“No, no, No, no, no,
something romantic.”
trying to hold back your laughter.
I again reached over blindly to
the book pile,
knocking books
over. I read
the first poem I found,
The Tiger
“…Then in a leap
of fire, blood, teeth,
with a claw slash I tear away
your bosom, your hips
I drink your blood, I break
your limbs one by one.”
“shhhh stop, stop, stop!
What the heck,
of all the Neruda you pick the
one where you kill me?
Nope, Not gonna do.
I want something,
something like, uhh” you reached
over me and grabbed another
book by Pablo Neruda and
flip to a folded corner,
“I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.”
and as you continued reading
I started reciting along with you and
you slapped me again saying,
“shush, this is my reading,
Patch.”
As you finished your poem
I started reading a tattered book
from childhood about a
“Danny O’dare, the dancin’
bear” and you
interrupted me comparing me to
a midsummer day
and then in turn interrupted you with
Kerouac’s Haiku
“The little worm
lowers itself from the roof
By a self shat thread”
We did this trading of poems
back and forth, back and forth
until finally you looked at me
shaking your head,
amused yet slightly
disappointed
“no seriously, hot shot,
read me something
Romantic.”
So I decided to do
what I’ve
never done,
I reach beneath my bed and
unwrapped a leather binder
and read poems which I’ve never
read, my own
about you.
As I read
I could see
tear swelling in
your eye and you
rested your head
on my shoulder.
I stopped for a moment
and just looked at you
“no, continue.”
And as I started
another poem you
places your finger
On my lips,
“wait, my turn.”
You then went over to your
purse and grabbed
a small note book
and starting reading
to me, poems
which I never even
knew existed, and
although I’m too “manly”
to admit it,
I, too, my have had some tears
in my eyes.
Some where we got
lost in language consumed my
our words engulfed in
Passions we had never
felt before. As we turned pages
and time slipped by like
smooth verse the sun
settled into the night
and my room became
too dark to
read.
I went to turn
on the light, but
you said “how
about we go out
to eat”
“sounds good, I’m
frick’n starving.”
So we went out to that
little Diner down the
street to our favorite old
waitress named “Babs”
who always seems to make
inappropriate jokes about
the dinner specials.
Then without paying
we both ordered
the same thing.
Later as you sipped your strawberry
milkshake, you looked at me
and then said
“You know, I never
realized that you and
I are really this
perfect.”
“You mean I’m
perfect?”
“no, hot shot,
but we are
definitely perfect
for each other,
agreed?”
and I agreed and
still do.